time for work
I'm not looking forward to working all day today. Technically its only 11-8:15 so its really not all day, but it might as well be when I don't get off till after dark and by then its too late to do anything. What a drag for real. I'm not upset about going, I love my job, but its gloomy out and I want to stay in bed longer. I don't really though. I pushed snooze on my alarm clock 3 times being wide awake all 3. I just wanted to stay warm in my bed, that gets old fast though. I wish I would have gotten up and taken my shower earlier though. Now I worry my hair is too wet to go to work. I worry Elise will show up today. I pretty much worry that everyday that I haven't seen her for more than a week. I really should be getting ready right now. I already showered and ate though. Usually I get up 50 minutes before I have to be at work. So when I have to work at 8:30 I get up at 7:40. So days like today I feel I have extra time and wind up running late because I wasted too much time doing thinks that aren't necessary like updating my lj. When maybe if I would spend extra time on how I look maybe I wouldn't worry about Elise coming and judging me for my frizzy hair. I'm considering hairspraying it right now. No matter what I do I'll always have frizzy hair I think.
I just hate being ready early. I don't want to get to work early I already work 9 hours and 15 minutes today. But I hate waiting around the house to go to work. I can't watch tv because then I'll be late. I don't want to play with the cats because then I'll get furry. I just can never win I feel.
I just hate being ready early. I don't want to get to work early I already work 9 hours and 15 minutes today. But I hate waiting around the house to go to work. I can't watch tv because then I'll be late. I don't want to play with the cats because then I'll get furry. I just can never win I feel.