update
i havnt updated in a while because i have been stalking around on here reading everyone else's updates.
Any ways
ive been working hard as per usual. Its been pretty hard around here and ive cried like 2 times in 2 weeks at work. BAH its just so stressful!! I am applying for another job within optus AGAIN to try and get a new role in the admin team, i went there on monday to meet the Team Leader and get to know what the job is about. She was really nice so that was a bonus! Now im just waiting to see if i get the second round to interview stage.
I need to badly get out of my job, its driving me insane and killing me from the inside lol.
i cant wait till i get my bonus, i need to put it towards my car because ive decided i want to pay it off and im gunna get .... wait for it *drumroll please* a MINI!!! yes i know how cute. hahaha
i think ive got my heart set on it. I want to get the plates LILWPN - little weapon hahahaha but theyre taken =( wah so ill have to figure something else out hahaha.
Im so random in my posts, i just type what ever pops into my head and my story dosnt flow but who cares.
Um so living with elise has been dramas, shes so messy and she dosnt help me clean much and when she does its like oh look ive cleaned give me a present! when im like constantly cleaning and dont feel like i need to be rewarded every time that i do. Ya know? She lets her cats be disgusting in our house and im always cleaning up after them.
Put it this way they never had a mop or broom in their previous house. So they never mopped or swept and their house smelt like cat piss.
NOT MY HOUSE no way.
Shes been staying home heaps too, saying she's sick and all that when really she's a lazy shit. She got fired from her old job for not going to work and always having sick days.
And im also cut because she owes me money, like $910 and shes been avoiding it and bitched to me about having to give me the money to paul and tried to make it my fault?
Im like nuh-uh mole you owe me money fair and square, because i paid for 1 month in advance for rent and for the bond too.
hahaha i just copped an email from elise.
nah i completyely underdstand and agree its just that i havent been all there the past few weeks and its not ur fault which makes it worst cuz u prolly feel like im taking it out on you ... the laptop thing LMAO i understand babe ... im a bit of a junkie but yeah go nuts i cbf with it anymore anyways
its good that we've actually had a chance to sort of get it off our chests without it becoming a huge issue fight thing especially cuz we're both stressed and moody moles at the moment anyway and im like u in that i dont want it to turn into a huge deal either like i know what ive been doing wrong etc and i just i dunno man but these sleeping pills ahve been working and i woke up today feeling like really good so i washed the dishes and did all that stuff and im working til late today and tomorrow so tonight ill wash the clothes so i can hang em out tomorrow .... i dont want it all to be just you doing it like i want to do it as well but yeah ... i dunno its not anything youve been doing to piss me off or whatever at all ... its just other stuff going on in my personal life thats beiong doing my head in and it feels like its all coming down on top of me like a big hole i cant get out of like i dunno what to do about it and i get so stressed and upset i just hold it in and no one is psychic so they cant really say oh yeah shes been super emo kid because of blah blah LOL but yeah nah i am writing out a budget anbd a cleaning roster for myself to put on the back of the door because ive been so spaced out atleast ill be bale to look at something and say ok this is what i need to do ... not like im a child but itll help heaps i think cuz i seriously have been like .... no where ... and it sucks and its making me sad but yeah
like even just little things that yopuve mentioned like i know that needs to be done but i either dont realise it or go to do it and just i dunno space out ... but thanks heaps kim i love u to piecessss like a fart kid loves cake and im actual;ly happy for the rants because it helps me realise that its not just me whos been noticing
so im glad she realises.
and thats good.
and now ive lost track of my update so ill leave it at that
Any ways
ive been working hard as per usual. Its been pretty hard around here and ive cried like 2 times in 2 weeks at work. BAH its just so stressful!! I am applying for another job within optus AGAIN to try and get a new role in the admin team, i went there on monday to meet the Team Leader and get to know what the job is about. She was really nice so that was a bonus! Now im just waiting to see if i get the second round to interview stage.
I need to badly get out of my job, its driving me insane and killing me from the inside lol.
i cant wait till i get my bonus, i need to put it towards my car because ive decided i want to pay it off and im gunna get .... wait for it *drumroll please* a MINI!!! yes i know how cute. hahaha
i think ive got my heart set on it. I want to get the plates LILWPN - little weapon hahahaha but theyre taken =( wah so ill have to figure something else out hahaha.
Im so random in my posts, i just type what ever pops into my head and my story dosnt flow but who cares.
Um so living with elise has been dramas, shes so messy and she dosnt help me clean much and when she does its like oh look ive cleaned give me a present! when im like constantly cleaning and dont feel like i need to be rewarded every time that i do. Ya know? She lets her cats be disgusting in our house and im always cleaning up after them.
Put it this way they never had a mop or broom in their previous house. So they never mopped or swept and their house smelt like cat piss.
NOT MY HOUSE no way.
Shes been staying home heaps too, saying she's sick and all that when really she's a lazy shit. She got fired from her old job for not going to work and always having sick days.
And im also cut because she owes me money, like $910 and shes been avoiding it and bitched to me about having to give me the money to paul and tried to make it my fault?
Im like nuh-uh mole you owe me money fair and square, because i paid for 1 month in advance for rent and for the bond too.
hahaha i just copped an email from elise.
nah i completyely underdstand and agree its just that i havent been all there the past few weeks and its not ur fault which makes it worst cuz u prolly feel like im taking it out on you ... the laptop thing LMAO i understand babe ... im a bit of a junkie but yeah go nuts i cbf with it anymore anyways
its good that we've actually had a chance to sort of get it off our chests without it becoming a huge issue fight thing especially cuz we're both stressed and moody moles at the moment anyway and im like u in that i dont want it to turn into a huge deal either like i know what ive been doing wrong etc and i just i dunno man but these sleeping pills ahve been working and i woke up today feeling like really good so i washed the dishes and did all that stuff and im working til late today and tomorrow so tonight ill wash the clothes so i can hang em out tomorrow .... i dont want it all to be just you doing it like i want to do it as well but yeah ... i dunno its not anything youve been doing to piss me off or whatever at all ... its just other stuff going on in my personal life thats beiong doing my head in and it feels like its all coming down on top of me like a big hole i cant get out of like i dunno what to do about it and i get so stressed and upset i just hold it in and no one is psychic so they cant really say oh yeah shes been super emo kid because of blah blah LOL but yeah nah i am writing out a budget anbd a cleaning roster for myself to put on the back of the door because ive been so spaced out atleast ill be bale to look at something and say ok this is what i need to do ... not like im a child but itll help heaps i think cuz i seriously have been like .... no where ... and it sucks and its making me sad but yeah
like even just little things that yopuve mentioned like i know that needs to be done but i either dont realise it or go to do it and just i dunno space out ... but thanks heaps kim i love u to piecessss like a fart kid loves cake and im actual;ly happy for the rants because it helps me realise that its not just me whos been noticing
so im glad she realises.
and thats good.
and now ive lost track of my update so ill leave it at that