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The other night, I went to sleep terrified I wasn't going to wake up :|
All day, I kept getting light-headedness, and a weird tickly, lumpy, sinking feeling in my chest- which I figured was my heart failing... As I lay in bed half asleep, I wondered if once I was asleep.. that's it. Nothing, forever. Almost to the point where I was about to get out of bed and write some letters just in case :/ I've never actually had the fear of death before...
I'm fine though. The next day it was more like a 'trapped air in my lungs' feeling. If it doesn't fuck off soon I'll panic all over again.
I'm stupid :(
All day, I kept getting light-headedness, and a weird tickly, lumpy, sinking feeling in my chest- which I figured was my heart failing... As I lay in bed half asleep, I wondered if once I was asleep.. that's it. Nothing, forever. Almost to the point where I was about to get out of bed and write some letters just in case :/ I've never actually had the fear of death before...
I'm fine though. The next day it was more like a 'trapped air in my lungs' feeling. If it doesn't fuck off soon I'll panic all over again.
I'm stupid :(