all I wanna do is make love to you
"Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine."
I can't wait to go back to the city for another 4 months. Things here feel so complicated and yet they really aren't. All I seem to be doing is sleeping until noon and then sitting on the couch all day. Maybe a movie will get watched with Ryan and Dylan sometime between 9 and 12. I need an escape...
A certain Cadet showed up in another dream last night. It was graduation and he was there. Too bad I wasn't dreaming about something that actually happened.
So, at 18 I feel like the four 35 year women on Sex and the City. I somehow lead the lives of Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda without the wrinkles, money and nice apartments. But really I'm like all of them, and I know exactly which traits I exhibit from which character... it's a bit scary actually. What I find most similar amongst us is that like them, and many others, I always seem to be desperately searching for something that hasn't turned up yet.
(Wouldn't this journal be much more interesting if I had the balls to talk about exactly what it is I'm searching for...)
I can't wait to go back to the city for another 4 months. Things here feel so complicated and yet they really aren't. All I seem to be doing is sleeping until noon and then sitting on the couch all day. Maybe a movie will get watched with Ryan and Dylan sometime between 9 and 12. I need an escape...
A certain Cadet showed up in another dream last night. It was graduation and he was there. Too bad I wasn't dreaming about something that actually happened.
So, at 18 I feel like the four 35 year women on Sex and the City. I somehow lead the lives of Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda without the wrinkles, money and nice apartments. But really I'm like all of them, and I know exactly which traits I exhibit from which character... it's a bit scary actually. What I find most similar amongst us is that like them, and many others, I always seem to be desperately searching for something that hasn't turned up yet.
(Wouldn't this journal be much more interesting if I had the balls to talk about exactly what it is I'm searching for...)