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wow...i feel like a whole half of me is missing....nothings going to be the sameeeeeee
i fucking hate this! my eyes are swollen...everyones giving me the same talk and its really nice of them but i havnt gotten over it. i feel like someone just like moved away and im never ever going to see them again if u know that feeling. i feel like im gonna throw up my spleen. i dont even know what a spleen is but i like to say that. i have no idea when im gonna come back to old normal happy chyna. i keep getting sad out of nowhere cuz everything reminds me of...it...theres a lump in my throat a pit in my stomach my mom gave me ice for my eyes and my face is bright red..jesus christ when will these feelings go away?? it seems like never
i fucking hate this! my eyes are swollen...everyones giving me the same talk and its really nice of them but i havnt gotten over it. i feel like someone just like moved away and im never ever going to see them again if u know that feeling. i feel like im gonna throw up my spleen. i dont even know what a spleen is but i like to say that. i have no idea when im gonna come back to old normal happy chyna. i keep getting sad out of nowhere cuz everything reminds me of...it...theres a lump in my throat a pit in my stomach my mom gave me ice for my eyes and my face is bright red..jesus christ when will these feelings go away?? it seems like never