Mar 06, 2006 00:12
i wont come, why? i need it. that's why. i can never have the thing i want the most when im ready for it. i get a substitute, a false, and i pretend it's what i really want to be doing. like this computer, or TV. i just want to fall into sleep. where life isn't so bad anymore. is that so much to ask? just, sleep. i'm gonna try for the fourth time. i hope i win.
-Kevin