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Functioning is hard.
Migraines all weekend-- forcing myself to work today has sort of worked. I'm so behind.
No one is here. The realization that I have no one to call who would be willing to come over is a sad one.
I don't want to do work-- POCs, diagnostic reports, papers, presentations, taxes. All I really want to do is make things-- cut, print, glue, staple.
I wonder if I have cancer. Maybe a brain tumor. I doubt it, but I wonder. I went blind once. Three years ago, I had a migraine, I put my head down for 5 minutes to rest my eyes in Tower Cafe. When I opened my eyes, I was couldn't see for two minutes. Sometimes I wonder, but if I had cancer, would I really want to know?
I miss my dog.
Migraines all weekend-- forcing myself to work today has sort of worked. I'm so behind.
No one is here. The realization that I have no one to call who would be willing to come over is a sad one.
I don't want to do work-- POCs, diagnostic reports, papers, presentations, taxes. All I really want to do is make things-- cut, print, glue, staple.
I wonder if I have cancer. Maybe a brain tumor. I doubt it, but I wonder. I went blind once. Three years ago, I had a migraine, I put my head down for 5 minutes to rest my eyes in Tower Cafe. When I opened my eyes, I was couldn't see for two minutes. Sometimes I wonder, but if I had cancer, would I really want to know?
I miss my dog.