aam i strange? is this normal?
Hey everyone,
I'm new to this page, and don't really have anyone I can talk to about any of the things I am experiencing in my life. I live in a Christian based community, and honestly I some-what fear telling people these things, but I'm at a point I would love some insight, some knowledge, some sort of explanation?
Ok, here we go.. I have noticed i can "feel" people's emotions, sometimes Very strongly, but never enough to over power how i am feeling. I don't really know how to explain it, really but i can tell who its coming from, its usually only when I'm in the same room. Never much farther then that (thank goodness). But i don't understand why or how..
Over the years i have also noticed that if i look into a person's eyes, i can read what kind of a person they really are, somethings i can read what has caused them yo be the way they are, not the whole story but like s glimpse of what had made them who they are, i can read success/failure, an amazing multitude of insight on the person, and certain depths of their emotions. (that's the best way i can explain that one. I've fine it i was a little kid, and my mother tried to tell me growing up that i shouldn't judge people by my first impression, but time and time again, what i read in their eyes was the character they truly turned out to be. Not once has it been inaccurate.) I never tell what i see/read. Its very very hard to put into any kind of words. But i guess the best way to put it is, i feel them, i know them, without saying anything to them, just looking into their eyes (makes the saying eyes are the window to the soul, an extremely true statement in my life).
Since last December i have occasionally had time periods where i become extremely fatigued, if i go lay down, i will instantly be out cold. I am not a dreamer for me to have a dream is a real rarity. But during those times of fatigue when i am out, i see myself as a wolf, as in i have 4 white legs, a, grey/white thick coat of fur, a bushy grey/white tail, and the whole shabang, i see it as if im the wolf.. And I'm not alone, there are several others, and we are in the mountains, and i feel like we are protecting a cave? These "dreams" if you will are so real, its unexplainable (and i really hope i do not sound crazy). If someone wakes me up from these dreams, i feel only half here, shaky, and nausiated. If I wake up on my own its a wake up gasping for air and sitting straight up, Displacement, followed by the shaky feeling and an extreme hunger.
These are just the big questions i have.. The ones that really are making me wonder If I'm the only one who has experienced any of these types of things. I'm 27 yrs old, but still fairly new at following my faith (controlling ex-husband would not allow me to follow my path if faith..). But i do know this is the faith i have always been linked to.
I'm sorry this is so long and drags on about a lot of different topics, i just. Need to have someone to hear this, and possibly help me understand.
Thank u for reading.
I'm new to this page, and don't really have anyone I can talk to about any of the things I am experiencing in my life. I live in a Christian based community, and honestly I some-what fear telling people these things, but I'm at a point I would love some insight, some knowledge, some sort of explanation?
Ok, here we go.. I have noticed i can "feel" people's emotions, sometimes Very strongly, but never enough to over power how i am feeling. I don't really know how to explain it, really but i can tell who its coming from, its usually only when I'm in the same room. Never much farther then that (thank goodness). But i don't understand why or how..
Over the years i have also noticed that if i look into a person's eyes, i can read what kind of a person they really are, somethings i can read what has caused them yo be the way they are, not the whole story but like s glimpse of what had made them who they are, i can read success/failure, an amazing multitude of insight on the person, and certain depths of their emotions. (that's the best way i can explain that one. I've fine it i was a little kid, and my mother tried to tell me growing up that i shouldn't judge people by my first impression, but time and time again, what i read in their eyes was the character they truly turned out to be. Not once has it been inaccurate.) I never tell what i see/read. Its very very hard to put into any kind of words. But i guess the best way to put it is, i feel them, i know them, without saying anything to them, just looking into their eyes (makes the saying eyes are the window to the soul, an extremely true statement in my life).
Since last December i have occasionally had time periods where i become extremely fatigued, if i go lay down, i will instantly be out cold. I am not a dreamer for me to have a dream is a real rarity. But during those times of fatigue when i am out, i see myself as a wolf, as in i have 4 white legs, a, grey/white thick coat of fur, a bushy grey/white tail, and the whole shabang, i see it as if im the wolf.. And I'm not alone, there are several others, and we are in the mountains, and i feel like we are protecting a cave? These "dreams" if you will are so real, its unexplainable (and i really hope i do not sound crazy). If someone wakes me up from these dreams, i feel only half here, shaky, and nausiated. If I wake up on my own its a wake up gasping for air and sitting straight up, Displacement, followed by the shaky feeling and an extreme hunger.
These are just the big questions i have.. The ones that really are making me wonder If I'm the only one who has experienced any of these types of things. I'm 27 yrs old, but still fairly new at following my faith (controlling ex-husband would not allow me to follow my path if faith..). But i do know this is the faith i have always been linked to.
I'm sorry this is so long and drags on about a lot of different topics, i just. Need to have someone to hear this, and possibly help me understand.
Thank u for reading.