Dec 08, 2005 17:22
yeah, so my computer is still fucked up, so while my pop-pop is fixing it, i'll be on his computer. no aim for a while. sorry.
i broke up with joey for those who don't know and to get a few things straight, i didn't break up with him to go fuck someone else, i didn't do anything to him at all. he's just blaming all the shit on me to make me look like the bad guy. typical. he lied to me, he fucked everything up, and i even gave him chance after chance to fix it. i'm not sorry for my decision, i knew it was right. i did all i could, and he didn't want to stop luing or to fix some things to save the relationshop[ie:stop lying, and stop hiding things from me]. so if you don't believe me, whatever. i don't care. it's none of your business to begin with.
on a lighter note: i have a wonderful boyfriend now, and i couldn't be happier. when i'm around him, nothing could be better. there's never a dull moment, and i don't think there ever will be.
molly and i have been having some crazy fun lately, and we're going to have a blast this weekend. i love my best friend. she's amazing. i couldn't ask for anything better. i'm glad we can clear things up a bit easier now. communication is better, and we both know that things have gotten better for her and i as soon as joey and i ended. he was definately effecting our relationship. and that was my fault for being so blind. that will definately never happen again. it's happened before, and i just need to open my eyes and stop being so goddamn selfish.
okay, well that's a wrap.
tomorrow=chorus concert and it better be good.
after that i'm supposed to go to degrassi night with molly, and jo. i'm stoked. i haven't hung out with megan or katie and forever. i really need to restore our friendship also.