right here waiting

Jul 11, 2006 12:13

Life has been insane lately...i havent written in this for almost a year.
Well not much has changed, I got a job working in a Chiropractors office and I plan on starting college for nursing soon..me and Tim broke up about 6 weeks ago, and in that short time span i met someone got engaged and then got dumped but kept the ring and got my life theatened by him for keeping the ring...i really pick winners right?
it's just been a month of drama that never seems to be ending.
I remember when my life was a bit more dull, i used to complain that it sucked so bad, now i would want nothing better then to go back to it, back to knowing who really cared about me and who just wanted to use me. I'm working on it though today is the first day in a month i've actually just stayed home instead of running the roads getting into trouble.
Me and Tim also have been working shit out which is what i want, i am so inlove with him, and ive just been really stupid lately, i mean i can't believe i honestly thought i wanted someone else...i mean Tim cares for me so much and 4 yrs is a long time and its love yanno.
I mean you have to appriciate it when a guy knows almost everything about you, some people don't like that but i think its amazing that he has paid that much attention to me over the years.
i think i need a nap.
~later
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