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so i'd be sleeping right now but william called me out of nowhere at like midnight,so i spent 2 hours on the phone with him, basically bullshitting,im trying to get him to give me his truck,he said yes he would give it to me if i boofed him,but other then that $1000 at $100 a month,im broke so i don't know which one to do...aha
other then that he basically adored me,kept talking sweet to me like he useually does,which i don't mind,cause i don't have to worry about invested emotions and what he means by it all,not to mention noone ever talks sweet to me so i sorta miss it i suppose.
he wants to boof...ahah like seriously he wants to come down here and boof cause he's a horndog, im considering it,just because im starting to like the idea of fucking someone and not having to worry about emotions or feelings after its all said and done,things are much much much more simple that way
i suppose when i was younger and a little more naive i liked the thought of waiting till im inlove and giving it away to that special someone im going to be with the rest of my life...but seriously shit like that only happens in fairytales and i don't believe in those anymore,i mean my god the divorce rate is at 50% more then likely who ever i marry or fall inlove with and give my virginity to will probably end up breaking up anyways no matter how sure i am, cause really you can't be sure about anything these days.