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[nonsexualslut]

i'm depressed.

i hate everything that has to do with my life.

i hate where i live.

i hate who i live with.

i hate constant fighting.

i hate not having a job.

i hate not having my GED.

i hate that im not doing anything with my life.

i hate that i don't know where to start to fix my life.

i just hate.

i think tomorrow i will be strange.

ill go buy a helium baloon and write a letter and attach it to the baloon with all sorts of stuff about me along with my address and my phone number and name and such, and send it off.

just to see who, if anyone will respond.

worse that could happen is i end up having someone stalk me, oh well ill have something to do atleast.

lately i've been feelings really fucked over for some reason.

i don't know why but i just do.

i hate getting fucked over, or thinking someone is talking about me behind my back...i have an ear infection so maybe someone is...who knows.

maybe ill find a friend or something with this baloon thing, aha thats seriously what i need right now..

goodnight