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[nonplussedness]

Anonymous posting enabled. Who actually enjoys my company? And if not, what's wrong with it?
Don't be unnecessarily mean please.  In fact, non-constructive criticism will be discarded (ie, you have to explain why "nobody likes me," if you should happen to feel that way).
Everything's screened anyway, no one else will see.

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[ladykate1980]

I've often enjoyed your company.

That being said, if you are looking for specific "things that are wrong with you" that you can "work on" or "fix", well I think you might be headed in the wrong direction on that one.
In your case I think that you had to grow up to quickly, (due to your family situation and your *ahem* early blossoming figure), which ironically led you to be slightly immature in your old age, haha! What I'm saying is that you seem to have missed a few important steps in becoming an adult....kinda like if you were in kindergarten and you skipped to 6th grade and then stayed there until the rest of the class caught up. What they learned between k-6th might have been important.
Basically, bottom line here, there is nothing wrong with you. Nothing abnormal. You've handled things pretty well so far, you just have a little bit of growing up to do, some soul searching, and definitely some dealing with the skeletons in your closet.
You're on the right path, seems like you are where you should be, right?
If I were you, (and I've had similar things to deal with as you well know), I would focus on dealing with all this emotional baggage you've been carrying around and get focused on some specific goals for your future.
Once you do, everything else will fall into place.
And if this post of yours was prompted by people who have been ignoring you or being rude or otherwise....fuck 'em. It's a harsh reality that not everyone is going to like you. That's life. Fuck 'em!
You should know who your real friends are.