sick of being sick

Mar 15, 2007 23:57

Wow...I really haven't posted in a while!!!!

Well This time is also a ranting, annoyed with life, crappy pointless post. I will be bitching about How I currently hate certain things and complaining about things that have been going wrong for me...so if ya don't wanna hear it....then you can stop reading :-P.

I am soooooooo fucking sick of being sick!!!! It was just a touch of congestion that wouldn't go away! As a singer that is bad so I went to the doctors. I though that ya know he would just tell me how to get rid of it effectively but no....he gave me amoxicillin. After a few days....there is no improvement so I went back...and he gives me a stronger Anti-biotic. I'm Kinda pissed by now. I take that for 10 days and go back, with no change. He sets me up w/ a CT scan and refers me to a specialist. Meanwhile....in the last week and a half....this whole thing has gotten worse. I had a double ear infection because of it, and the sinus pressure was almost unbearable for like 2 days. And the headaches...OMG. Now....it has moved down a little and I have this horrible barking cough. I hope this hasn't turned into Bronchitis. On top of it all, there is something funky going on w/ my stomach. I eat things and it hurts like crazy. I can no longer tell when I am hungry, even though I haven't eaten all day I still feel like I just ate, and there are random pains all around. ARGH!!!! I am legit falling apart...

I am surprised I haven't started seeing or hanging out with Death (who has the voice of Adam Corolla)

The worst part is...will I need to have surgery...If I do...I have to take a break from singing and well, my grades rely on singing. I am confident that I need to have my Tonsils out, but they might need to do some funky sinusitus correction surgery...ew.

Oh yeah and boys....well they are dumb. I totally feel like I have been used by my best friend, and I am attracted to 4 other people and no matter what I do I can't have 3 of them...and I don't know if Any like me they same way. The last one that I could have if the opportunity arose....it might be awkward.

yeah...thats the end of my rant for now...thanks for lettin me vent...Now I am gonna go cough my brains...and probably Vocal chords out :-(
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