I FUCKIN DID IT!
Hey assholes! remember in my last entry i said i needed to tell someone i liked them.....well, i did. i told joaquin that i liked him. at least my response wasn't bad. igot a big smile and a big hug. after that...nothing happened. dejavou? this needs to stop happening. whatever. i pierced my tongue yesterday and i can't eat, and when i do, it hurts! pain is pleasure. :-) nothing else has been going on in my life. i didn't get fired after halloween. speaking of halloween, it was fun! me, molly, luis, val, ernest, and joaquin hung out @ eriks. joaquin left and we got drunk. molly fucked luis, and we got drunk. it began to rain...and we got drunk. it was pretty great. no one knew who i was for halloween except for a few awesome people! just to let you know i was alex delarge from a clockwork orange...i rock. i'm a cashier now. it's hard, only because it involves too much thinking and talking to people. i saw the casualties last month and i met jorge. i swear he's the love of my life! i've left all my old friends behind and i mostly chill with val and ernest. i'm getting close to ernest, too close. i don't wanna get hurt. i'll leave it at that. i don't think joaquin likes him much, i don't see why. no matter what joaquin will be number 1 in my heart. i know that sounds corny, but hey...shit happens. well i guess i'll just see ya lates...bye. Kayana...I MISS YOU!