Dec 20, 2002 03:53
hours away, and long gone is the burden he couldn't bear.
could you trust in me? i don't believe i could believe in anything while the world spins freely and i bolster faux confidence.
my competence trick.
it's making me ill.
and i wake to waste the crust from your eyes.
i'm telling you the lie that i know everything will be ok tonight when nothing is just that. nothing is alright.
now, wondering... should we stand and fight?
or sit back and laugh as the whole world gets it all perfectly wrong?
so we can be strong...
i won't go along with the delirium that's spreading like wildfire.
destroying everything all that's worth living for.
giving more.
getting less.
it's for the best.
note to self:
make a mental picture of you to keep hope alive.
note to self:
check the hands on the wall and write down the time so we always remember this.
the awakening.
and that you are my savior.
yet someday you will leave me.
you won't need me.
i'll wish you the best.