on living forever and the faults in that.
we watched donnie darko last night. and again tonight. and i must say that no movie has opened my eyes more. mumford is a close second and everyone should see that as well... but, d.d. just fucked up my mind even more so than it already was. and i am always figuring out more and more that everyone is living. but, no one is fucking really ALIVE!!! and that is all i want to be. commense. develop. experience. fuck. goat. how living to be truly amazing in a span of 70 years or less. \
and because that's all we're really worth. working one third of our life and sleeping the other two of the three... i wan't to make that last third worth all of the trouble. being happy and satisfied at the days end seems an impossible task when you take into account how much of your life you lose to sleep and work. if you live to be 60... that's 40 fucking years of your life that you've lost sleeping. waiting in supermarket checkout lines. waiting for film to be developed. doing your hair. getting ready for work. working in itself. getting ready for school. taking notes. studying for a test. showering. shaving. shitting. wiping your ass afterward.
fuck. looking at things in this mindset really makes life look like a waste of time... but, damn. the things we CAN do to make it worthwhile... really do make it worthwhile when we rid ourselves of spineless behaviour and make life happen the way we want it to.
s. m'f'n. d.
and because that's all we're really worth. working one third of our life and sleeping the other two of the three... i wan't to make that last third worth all of the trouble. being happy and satisfied at the days end seems an impossible task when you take into account how much of your life you lose to sleep and work. if you live to be 60... that's 40 fucking years of your life that you've lost sleeping. waiting in supermarket checkout lines. waiting for film to be developed. doing your hair. getting ready for work. working in itself. getting ready for school. taking notes. studying for a test. showering. shaving. shitting. wiping your ass afterward.
fuck. looking at things in this mindset really makes life look like a waste of time... but, damn. the things we CAN do to make it worthwhile... really do make it worthwhile when we rid ourselves of spineless behaviour and make life happen the way we want it to.
s. m'f'n. d.