Drabbles and Short Fics
I have a lot of little drabbles and short fics that I've written just sitting around on my other journal and on my computer that weren't being seen by anyone but me and Jillian, so I thought I'd post them all here :)
[Title] What Are We Now?
[Rating] R for sex
[Genre] Romance, smut
[Fandom] FTIsland/Shinee
[Characters] Jonghyun/Hongki
This one was requested by my friend
pumpkin_bread . She wanted a drabble that takes place two months after the fic Everyone Makes Mistakes (which is the sequel to this fic, and this is it.
Neither one of them knows how they got here - Jonghyun has the suspicion it was too much of the soju they didn't drink - but Jonghyun knows that neither one of them wants to stop this raw desire that has Jonghyun's knees shaking nervously and Hongki's back arching erotically. It hasn't even been six months since the two of them started talking, and if, after that first encounter, someone had asked Jonghyun if he thought he would be in a cheap motel room six months later, fucking Hongki with all the lust he'd had built up for him, Jonghyun would have laughed. Part of him wants to laugh now because he still can't believe this is happening.
But here they are, Hongki on his back, one leg held loosely against Jonghyun's side while Jonghyun thrusts gracelessly, erratically, into Hongki. Hongki moans and whimpers and clutches at Jonghyun, black fingernails digging desperately into the younger boy's hips, and Jonghyun can't help but think that it's those same fingertips that got them here in the first place. He remembers bringing them to his lips in the elevator while Hongki had kissed his neck, remembering how he could never help but watch them, and fuck, he loves them so much. Loves him so much.
Jonghyun wants to ask Hongki what there is between them, the one question that's been on his mind since that time in the little janitor's closet two months ago, but Hongki is flushed and sweating and breathing Jonghyun's name heavily, and he doesn't want to ruin this moment. So he keeps it to himself and presses hot kisses against his hyung's mouth as their bodies continue to roll in an unsteady rhythm, and he's sure he can ask him next time.
[Title] Beautifully Broken
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Romance, Angst (?)
[Fandom] Super Junior
[Characters] Kangin/Eeteuk
Kangin is the strong one. He’s the physical embodiment of moral support, he’s got the muscles of a weightlifter, his emotions never get the better of him - people find themselves drawn to his strength, seeking him out for comfort.
Eeteuk is the fragile one. He was born with a gentle smile, a caring personality, and was always easy to cry whenever someone had a problem. People went to him when they needed someone to cry with, a sympathetic ear that would listen without bias.
It almost seemed like fate that they would meet, and like destiny that they would fall in love, their naturally opposite natures bringing them together. All Eeteuk had to do was smile for Kangin to know he wanted to protect him forever, and all Kangin had to do was show Eeteuk the soft side to his strength, and he knew he wanted to be with him forever.
Eeteuk had been diagnosed with a weak heart as a child, something he didn’t keep a secret from Kangin, and Kangin decided that he would love him anyway, until the end. He didn’t treat Eeteuk like he was made of glass, he didn’t hold him gently, didn’t touch him with soft hands - he held him close and tight every chance he could, savoring every moment they had together but not wondering if it would be their last. And Eeteuk could never express how truly grateful he was for this.
When Eeteuk died, Kangin was by his side, keeping his back to the world but showing his tears to Eeteuk. Only Eeteuk ever got to see the weak side of him. Because that was how he felt when he was with Eeteuk - helplessly weak.
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[Title] N/A (Unfinished)
[Rating] PG - PG-13 for language and sex talk
[Genre] Humor
[Fandom] Super Junior
[Characters] Heechul w/ Kyuhyun cameo
When asked, Heechul always said he liked women and that he wasn’t in denial about his sexuality. In reality, only the latter was true. Sure, he said he liked women and that he was saving his first kiss for his wife, and he could always find the time of day to make a woman fall in love with him, but he was in no way attracted to them, and he certainly wasn’t in denial about it. After all, why else would he kiss Jungmo on stage, then fuck him in the dressing room? Why else would he tease Shiwon and Sungmin with kisses, then join them in the bedroom later that night? Because Kim Heechul liked men, and there was no two ways about it.
“Breasts,” he said to Kyuhyun one day when he idly asked Heechul what there was about a woman that wasn’t attractive, indicating more than anything the breasts of the woman on Kangin’s pin-up calendar, “are for decoration and breastfeeding. They’re just there to attract a man’s eye because they don’t have them and are curious about them.”
Kyuhyun nodded and said something about how he really is quite interested in breasts, especially jiggling them, and that it made sense that they were simply for teasing men because he certainly felt teased, what with not having any.
[Title] Already Home
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Fluff, I guess
[Fandom] Not fandom specific, but meant to be FTIsland
[Characters] Meant to be Minhwan and Wonbin
I was so sure that being tied down to one person at the young age of nineteen wasn’t right, wasn’t healthy, and as much as it broke both our hearts, I left you. We had been living together for almost two years, and I loved you so, so much, but I felt like I needed to see the world before allowing myself to live solely for one purpose, one reason. So I asked you for freedom, asked you to let me leave and discover the world, to let me go off on my own, and you did.
The world is an amazing place. So many beautiful things to see, so many places to go, and I tried to see it all. I met so many people, learned the ways of so many cultures, and I think I even picked up a bit of a second language! I almost got serious with a girl, almost considered settling down with her, of granting her wish of having a husband and children. But I left her, too. She wasn’t as gracious as you - I left her crying on our bed, heart broken into who knows how many pieces. But I wasn’t done exploring the world, I couldn’t be tied down!
I took boats and planes to so many places, I walked through so many streets, be they dirt or paved. So many ancient artifacts, so many old places left preserved through time, so many wondrous structures that just amazed me. People had made them so long ago, yet it was still here. I was amazed. I still am.
But the entire time I was traveling, looking for a piece of me I’d always felt was missing, I realized something. It took several years to understand, and quite a few months to come to terms with it, but I realized that the piece that was missing couldn’t be filled by seeing the world. I knew exactly what would make me complete, and when I came home and you held me tight in your arms and buried your face in my hair and kissed me over and over, I knew I was right.
You make me complete.
.
[Title] N/A
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Angst (possibly)
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Characters] Riku/Kairi
Requested by my friend snowmin :)
He runs the fingers of one hand through her hair, fingertips tracing the curve of her cheek, her nose, her lips. She sleeps soundly, breathing softly, the perfect image of a peaceful slumber; but he knows the nightmares she has. He sees it in the way she looks at him. She smiles, but her eyes are haunted, frightened; of him, he knows.
He knows she remembers that day, the day she lost the one she truly loved, and he knows she blames him even if she doesn't say so. And part of him is glad she remembers because this way, he'll never forget.
[Title] N/A
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Fluff
[Fandom] Super Junior
[Characters] Kangin/Kyuhyun
Requested by my friend panaramic
They like to sit together on the front porch when it's snowing, bundled in heavy coats, scarves, mittens, and beanies, holding mugs of hot chocolate that are perhaps too hot, and watch the snow fall quietly on the ground. They always bring a large, heavy blanket to wrap around them for extra warmth; or at least that's what they would tell people if they were asked. In truth, they would take the mittens off one hand each and lace their fingers together under the blanket, enjoying the heat of their palms pressed together and the texture of their skin against each other. Sometimes, Kyuhyun would lean his head against Kangin's and tell him quietly how much he loved him.
When this happened, Kangin would smile, tilt his head to the side, and press a small kiss to Kyuhyun's cheek.
[Title] What Are We Now?
[Rating] R for sex
[Genre] Romance, smut
[Fandom] FTIsland/Shinee
[Characters] Jonghyun/Hongki
This one was requested by my friend
pumpkin_bread . She wanted a drabble that takes place two months after the fic Everyone Makes Mistakes (which is the sequel to this fic, and this is it.
Neither one of them knows how they got here - Jonghyun has the suspicion it was too much of the soju they didn't drink - but Jonghyun knows that neither one of them wants to stop this raw desire that has Jonghyun's knees shaking nervously and Hongki's back arching erotically. It hasn't even been six months since the two of them started talking, and if, after that first encounter, someone had asked Jonghyun if he thought he would be in a cheap motel room six months later, fucking Hongki with all the lust he'd had built up for him, Jonghyun would have laughed. Part of him wants to laugh now because he still can't believe this is happening.
But here they are, Hongki on his back, one leg held loosely against Jonghyun's side while Jonghyun thrusts gracelessly, erratically, into Hongki. Hongki moans and whimpers and clutches at Jonghyun, black fingernails digging desperately into the younger boy's hips, and Jonghyun can't help but think that it's those same fingertips that got them here in the first place. He remembers bringing them to his lips in the elevator while Hongki had kissed his neck, remembering how he could never help but watch them, and fuck, he loves them so much. Loves him so much.
Jonghyun wants to ask Hongki what there is between them, the one question that's been on his mind since that time in the little janitor's closet two months ago, but Hongki is flushed and sweating and breathing Jonghyun's name heavily, and he doesn't want to ruin this moment. So he keeps it to himself and presses hot kisses against his hyung's mouth as their bodies continue to roll in an unsteady rhythm, and he's sure he can ask him next time.
[Title] Beautifully Broken
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Romance, Angst (?)
[Fandom] Super Junior
[Characters] Kangin/Eeteuk
Kangin is the strong one. He’s the physical embodiment of moral support, he’s got the muscles of a weightlifter, his emotions never get the better of him - people find themselves drawn to his strength, seeking him out for comfort.
Eeteuk is the fragile one. He was born with a gentle smile, a caring personality, and was always easy to cry whenever someone had a problem. People went to him when they needed someone to cry with, a sympathetic ear that would listen without bias.
It almost seemed like fate that they would meet, and like destiny that they would fall in love, their naturally opposite natures bringing them together. All Eeteuk had to do was smile for Kangin to know he wanted to protect him forever, and all Kangin had to do was show Eeteuk the soft side to his strength, and he knew he wanted to be with him forever.
Eeteuk had been diagnosed with a weak heart as a child, something he didn’t keep a secret from Kangin, and Kangin decided that he would love him anyway, until the end. He didn’t treat Eeteuk like he was made of glass, he didn’t hold him gently, didn’t touch him with soft hands - he held him close and tight every chance he could, savoring every moment they had together but not wondering if it would be their last. And Eeteuk could never express how truly grateful he was for this.
When Eeteuk died, Kangin was by his side, keeping his back to the world but showing his tears to Eeteuk. Only Eeteuk ever got to see the weak side of him. Because that was how he felt when he was with Eeteuk - helplessly weak.
.
[Title] N/A (Unfinished)
[Rating] PG - PG-13 for language and sex talk
[Genre] Humor
[Fandom] Super Junior
[Characters] Heechul w/ Kyuhyun cameo
When asked, Heechul always said he liked women and that he wasn’t in denial about his sexuality. In reality, only the latter was true. Sure, he said he liked women and that he was saving his first kiss for his wife, and he could always find the time of day to make a woman fall in love with him, but he was in no way attracted to them, and he certainly wasn’t in denial about it. After all, why else would he kiss Jungmo on stage, then fuck him in the dressing room? Why else would he tease Shiwon and Sungmin with kisses, then join them in the bedroom later that night? Because Kim Heechul liked men, and there was no two ways about it.
“Breasts,” he said to Kyuhyun one day when he idly asked Heechul what there was about a woman that wasn’t attractive, indicating more than anything the breasts of the woman on Kangin’s pin-up calendar, “are for decoration and breastfeeding. They’re just there to attract a man’s eye because they don’t have them and are curious about them.”
Kyuhyun nodded and said something about how he really is quite interested in breasts, especially jiggling them, and that it made sense that they were simply for teasing men because he certainly felt teased, what with not having any.
[Title] Already Home
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Fluff, I guess
[Fandom] Not fandom specific, but meant to be FTIsland
[Characters] Meant to be Minhwan and Wonbin
I was so sure that being tied down to one person at the young age of nineteen wasn’t right, wasn’t healthy, and as much as it broke both our hearts, I left you. We had been living together for almost two years, and I loved you so, so much, but I felt like I needed to see the world before allowing myself to live solely for one purpose, one reason. So I asked you for freedom, asked you to let me leave and discover the world, to let me go off on my own, and you did.
The world is an amazing place. So many beautiful things to see, so many places to go, and I tried to see it all. I met so many people, learned the ways of so many cultures, and I think I even picked up a bit of a second language! I almost got serious with a girl, almost considered settling down with her, of granting her wish of having a husband and children. But I left her, too. She wasn’t as gracious as you - I left her crying on our bed, heart broken into who knows how many pieces. But I wasn’t done exploring the world, I couldn’t be tied down!
I took boats and planes to so many places, I walked through so many streets, be they dirt or paved. So many ancient artifacts, so many old places left preserved through time, so many wondrous structures that just amazed me. People had made them so long ago, yet it was still here. I was amazed. I still am.
But the entire time I was traveling, looking for a piece of me I’d always felt was missing, I realized something. It took several years to understand, and quite a few months to come to terms with it, but I realized that the piece that was missing couldn’t be filled by seeing the world. I knew exactly what would make me complete, and when I came home and you held me tight in your arms and buried your face in my hair and kissed me over and over, I knew I was right.
You make me complete.
.
[Title] N/A
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Angst (possibly)
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Characters] Riku/Kairi
Requested by my friend snowmin :)
He runs the fingers of one hand through her hair, fingertips tracing the curve of her cheek, her nose, her lips. She sleeps soundly, breathing softly, the perfect image of a peaceful slumber; but he knows the nightmares she has. He sees it in the way she looks at him. She smiles, but her eyes are haunted, frightened; of him, he knows.
He knows she remembers that day, the day she lost the one she truly loved, and he knows she blames him even if she doesn't say so. And part of him is glad she remembers because this way, he'll never forget.
[Title] N/A
[Rating] PG
[Genre] Fluff
[Fandom] Super Junior
[Characters] Kangin/Kyuhyun
Requested by my friend panaramic
They like to sit together on the front porch when it's snowing, bundled in heavy coats, scarves, mittens, and beanies, holding mugs of hot chocolate that are perhaps too hot, and watch the snow fall quietly on the ground. They always bring a large, heavy blanket to wrap around them for extra warmth; or at least that's what they would tell people if they were asked. In truth, they would take the mittens off one hand each and lace their fingers together under the blanket, enjoying the heat of their palms pressed together and the texture of their skin against each other. Sometimes, Kyuhyun would lean his head against Kangin's and tell him quietly how much he loved him.
When this happened, Kangin would smile, tilt his head to the side, and press a small kiss to Kyuhyun's cheek.