Can't hurry love
So, with another one down, it seems as though I've had a constant stream of romantic failures in my life. Things that just never worked out for whatever reason.
After I broke up with Al, I thought that the kind of guy that would be good for me is a nice, sensitive person who loves to share his feelings and we'd go out all the time and it would be great.
Now I'm realizing that I am keeping the cliche alive when I say, I like dating assholes. I've dated a couple of nice guys since I broke up with Al, but I am realizing that I find this boring and predictable.
The kind of guy that I like? I like a guy who, when I make fun of him, he'll throw it right back at me. Someone who is masculine, tall, and knows what he wants. I want someone who is confident and doesn't over apologize. I want someone with a direction. I like the kind of guy who's my best friend in public and only a lover behind closed doors. I want someone who is honest in the most diplomatic way, but can still make fun of me when it needs to happen. I like the kind of guy who leaves the TV on during sex. Someone who is rough and dominant. Someone who enjoys pedophilia jokes and people watching. Someone who buys me ridiculous porn for my birthday. Someone who is just up front with how they feel. Someone who doesn't take my shit. Someone who truly makes me laugh.
After I broke up with Al, I thought that the kind of guy that would be good for me is a nice, sensitive person who loves to share his feelings and we'd go out all the time and it would be great.
Now I'm realizing that I am keeping the cliche alive when I say, I like dating assholes. I've dated a couple of nice guys since I broke up with Al, but I am realizing that I find this boring and predictable.
The kind of guy that I like? I like a guy who, when I make fun of him, he'll throw it right back at me. Someone who is masculine, tall, and knows what he wants. I want someone who is confident and doesn't over apologize. I want someone with a direction. I like the kind of guy who's my best friend in public and only a lover behind closed doors. I want someone who is honest in the most diplomatic way, but can still make fun of me when it needs to happen. I like the kind of guy who leaves the TV on during sex. Someone who is rough and dominant. Someone who enjoys pedophilia jokes and people watching. Someone who buys me ridiculous porn for my birthday. Someone who is just up front with how they feel. Someone who doesn't take my shit. Someone who truly makes me laugh.