Remember Me?
To start with, I'm typing in green because that's the color of my prom dress, which i'm very pleased to own. *sigh* prom is so expensive. I thought i'd clarify that for everyone who might happen to be reading this (in shock, i'm sure)...
I stopped writing in my livejournal the week thomas and I broke up. people were reading about it... about how unhappy I was. and they told my sister. and I wasn't ready to talk about it. i wasn't ready to say anything out loud about the break up. it upset me. besides, i didn't feel like posting entry after entry about how miserable I was. so i just stopped.
and don't get me wrong. i'm not happy about the break up now, either. but i am healed enough to write here again. i need somewhere else to write. its starting to bother me.
funny story... the way rebecca related the fonts and all that ... she's such a smart girl. lol. anyhow. it's funny.
so... what's new with me, right? not that you're out there, reading this. but it would be silly for me to not summarize the events of the past four months. so i'll touch on some of the highlights.
Um. hmm. oh, alright. I turned 18. that was exciting. we went to dinner at the fondue room and afterwards rebecca accompanied me to tom's house to play wii with him and john. we were there till midnight. in january (backtracking) rebecca and I attended the snowcoming dance together. we very much enjoyed ourselves at that event. and the bowling we did afterwards with des and zack in our dresses. high quality fun. ^-^ hmm. the highlight of march was DCON. convention of a lifetime. nightmare, as well. but i guess i can't truly call myself emotionally recovered yet. so that's to be expected. I hope to be attending ICON too. I have permission, so that's all that matters, right? i have to talk to gunst again about how i'm registering. i'm the only one from Anchor Bay going. April. that's spring break. and stuff.
gah. there's so much on my mind right now! it's driving me crazy! I don't know who I am or why or how. what is this? seriously, why am I still guessing? you'd think at this point i'd be able to figure it out. wouldn't i? i mean... i've experience in this particular endeavor, and still I fail. GAH!
kay, that's all for now. i've got an interview at the tin fish at 530. i'll only be taking the job if they're going to offer me morning shifts. otherwise, it's not worth it.
I stopped writing in my livejournal the week thomas and I broke up. people were reading about it... about how unhappy I was. and they told my sister. and I wasn't ready to talk about it. i wasn't ready to say anything out loud about the break up. it upset me. besides, i didn't feel like posting entry after entry about how miserable I was. so i just stopped.
and don't get me wrong. i'm not happy about the break up now, either. but i am healed enough to write here again. i need somewhere else to write. its starting to bother me.
funny story... the way rebecca related the fonts and all that ... she's such a smart girl. lol. anyhow. it's funny.
so... what's new with me, right? not that you're out there, reading this. but it would be silly for me to not summarize the events of the past four months. so i'll touch on some of the highlights.
Um. hmm. oh, alright. I turned 18. that was exciting. we went to dinner at the fondue room and afterwards rebecca accompanied me to tom's house to play wii with him and john. we were there till midnight. in january (backtracking) rebecca and I attended the snowcoming dance together. we very much enjoyed ourselves at that event. and the bowling we did afterwards with des and zack in our dresses. high quality fun. ^-^ hmm. the highlight of march was DCON. convention of a lifetime. nightmare, as well. but i guess i can't truly call myself emotionally recovered yet. so that's to be expected. I hope to be attending ICON too. I have permission, so that's all that matters, right? i have to talk to gunst again about how i'm registering. i'm the only one from Anchor Bay going. April. that's spring break. and stuff.
gah. there's so much on my mind right now! it's driving me crazy! I don't know who I am or why or how. what is this? seriously, why am I still guessing? you'd think at this point i'd be able to figure it out. wouldn't i? i mean... i've experience in this particular endeavor, and still I fail. GAH!
kay, that's all for now. i've got an interview at the tin fish at 530. i'll only be taking the job if they're going to offer me morning shifts. otherwise, it's not worth it.