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I have a hard time, sometimes, when i see thomas at macomb. he's always talking to somebody or doing something. and i usually have homework to finish. and even though i'm really really glad to be able to see him so much, i don't like seeing him and having to be so withdrawn. like today, he managed to drag me into leal's office (i don't have a clue as to how that name ought to be spelled). it was really awkward, and i had stuff to do. so i left. and then i was really sad, because we weren't together. and then i was upset at myself for being such a weakling. then i was just plain upset. and i worry about him so much. he's always got some new bruise or cut when i see him. does the stupidest things sometimes. and he's the most wonderful person. i'm not sure that we belong together... what did i do to deserve such happiness? really? i worry, still, about how it will all end. when we started seeing each other again all my friends were against it in one way or another. not because they dont like him, but because they saw how i was when we broke up last time.....
well, anyhow, tom and i see one another a lot. and i really like it. i'd just like more time with just the two of us. alone time is a lot to ask tho.
my parents agreed to host a band geek bonfire after the game on friday. i'm excited.
DIVISION I. Yeah, band!
i love the flutes. i really really love them. they rock my world. ^-^
well, anyhow, tom and i see one another a lot. and i really like it. i'd just like more time with just the two of us. alone time is a lot to ask tho.
my parents agreed to host a band geek bonfire after the game on friday. i'm excited.
DIVISION I. Yeah, band!
i love the flutes. i really really love them. they rock my world. ^-^