Mein Kampf
this is my closest attempt at "the color of tired". after all, it has to show up on black background. i'm filling y'all in on the past couple days because i'm not ready to write desi back and i won't be able to sleep if i try. i was up early this morning. around 6.. the thunderstorm woke me and i didn't want to return to sleep. so i didn't. Anyhow, i've got big plans
turns out i'm not watching the dog at all. grandma's leaving her at her sister's house instead. so us "young folk" (my cousin and i) can have lives. *shrugs*. thats okay with me. i like zeke more. i'm off work tomorrow, and i'm glad, because, tho i need the money, i need to get away from their world sometimes. its... not something i could stand for more than a summer, as much as i love it. everyone that works there is socially impaired somehow. maybe the sleepover will be tomorrow night, maybe i'll hang out with max. i have a sectional in the morning. i'm so tired right now, tho, that i'm not even excited. mom's going to oregon. i've got plans for a homecoming dress... i'm still debating color, but, whatever. i'm still hooked.
i won that watch, on ebay.. i won it. ^-^
what else...? I've got to get on that macomb stuff... and my AP english homework.
i'm so tired.
there's nothing to say. i just want to listen. i want you to be home now, talking in that adorable way you do when you're excited about something. and i want you to not be tired. that would make me happy. i've missed you.
and rebecca... i miss you too. a lot more than i thought i would this summer. depending on what's going on, i may call you tomorrow. but it depends, as i said.
turns out i'm not watching the dog at all. grandma's leaving her at her sister's house instead. so us "young folk" (my cousin and i) can have lives. *shrugs*. thats okay with me. i like zeke more. i'm off work tomorrow, and i'm glad, because, tho i need the money, i need to get away from their world sometimes. its... not something i could stand for more than a summer, as much as i love it. everyone that works there is socially impaired somehow. maybe the sleepover will be tomorrow night, maybe i'll hang out with max. i have a sectional in the morning. i'm so tired right now, tho, that i'm not even excited. mom's going to oregon. i've got plans for a homecoming dress... i'm still debating color, but, whatever. i'm still hooked.
i won that watch, on ebay.. i won it. ^-^
what else...? I've got to get on that macomb stuff... and my AP english homework.
i'm so tired.
there's nothing to say. i just want to listen. i want you to be home now, talking in that adorable way you do when you're excited about something. and i want you to not be tired. that would make me happy. i've missed you.
and rebecca... i miss you too. a lot more than i thought i would this summer. depending on what's going on, i may call you tomorrow. but it depends, as i said.