And it sucked...
Today sucked. Yesterday kind of sucked. And tommorow will probably suck too.
Suck seems to be the appropriate word for this.
It sucks when your "friends" don't REALLY want to hang out with you.
It sucks when they can't even call.
It sucks when they get to wrapped up in their own happiness they can't see me for two seconds...
It sucks even more that i'm ok with that because it makes me happy they're happy.
It sucks even more then that, that because of certain situations with a boy, me hanging out with another couple is just gonna make it worse. *But it would still be nice to hang out
It sucks that when people say they're gonna call you during the weekend to let you know how they are, and when they're coming home, they don't.
It sucks 50 times as much that even when they don't call you still think they just might tommorow.
It REALLY sucks though, to know they probably wont.
It sucks that the people I want the most, are the farthest away..and no i'm not just talking about Paul.
It sucks that I really want to see Fear Before and circle takes a square tommorow, but I can't because I work 1-close.
It just seems to suck a lot.
HOWEVER, I did get the new Jack Johnson cd today..and it's pure amazing.
And now i'm gonna go be OCD at 1 in the morning and clean my bathroon while listening to Jack Johnson.
Suck seems to be the appropriate word for this.
It sucks when your "friends" don't REALLY want to hang out with you.
It sucks when they can't even call.
It sucks when they get to wrapped up in their own happiness they can't see me for two seconds...
It sucks even more that i'm ok with that because it makes me happy they're happy.
It sucks even more then that, that because of certain situations with a boy, me hanging out with another couple is just gonna make it worse. *But it would still be nice to hang out
It sucks that when people say they're gonna call you during the weekend to let you know how they are, and when they're coming home, they don't.
It sucks 50 times as much that even when they don't call you still think they just might tommorow.
It REALLY sucks though, to know they probably wont.
It sucks that the people I want the most, are the farthest away..and no i'm not just talking about Paul.
It sucks that I really want to see Fear Before and circle takes a square tommorow, but I can't because I work 1-close.
It just seems to suck a lot.
HOWEVER, I did get the new Jack Johnson cd today..and it's pure amazing.
And now i'm gonna go be OCD at 1 in the morning and clean my bathroon while listening to Jack Johnson.