the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak

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[debitumnaturae]

You'll give him credit for honesty when he's hurting you, but not when he's sorry for it?

You can beat yourself up without dragging people you love into it, you know.

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[nonesodangerous]

I believe he's sorry. I just don't believe that he wasn't telling the truth when he said that he blames me. He should blame me. It's my fault. Everything goes wrong, and it's always my fault.

...I don't love anyone.

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[debitumnaturae]

Okay, fine. You're the machine you were created to be. Moving along.

So it's your fault. Sure. Are you planning to wallow in guilt, or are you going to do better next time?

[locked]

[nonesodangerous]

...what did you say?

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[debitumnaturae]

Which, the part about Veda or the part about you wallowing?

OOC: Please let me know if I'm getting into godmode territory! She'd never say any of this outside a lock, naturally.

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[nonesodangerous]

who aare you ? how. veda.

why do you know

why do you know about Veda@

OOC: will do! but Death is Death, I understand :'D

[locked] fuck you lj cough up my notifs D:<

[debitumnaturae]

I'm Death, Tieria. I know everything, more or less.

I know you've had a rough go of it, but if you don't let your friends help you, you'll make it even rougher.

OOC: She just wants to heeeeelp! She's getting him a kitten for his birthday!

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[nonesodangerous]

Death? I. I don't understand. I don't understand. I. Why?

OOC: I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS KITTEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW i am looking forward to this more than my own birthday.