Sep 05, 2006 21:30
so yeah i guess i tend to act as if i am better than every one else.....
in all actuallity i know htat i am not infact i truly believe that there are many better proplr than me. you see i have been programed to act as if i were high class when the truth of the matter is that i am not high class. i amy have stuff now but it wasnt always this way. its just the way that i was taught to act. not intentionaly taught but children learn by example and that is the way that my mother always treated me... as if i were alway wrong so now i have that minda frame installed into me i really am trying to break it... so if you were or are my frieand and this is how i treated you im srry but you have to understand that it is not my fault and that i am trying to wokr on that mind frame. if i ever treated you that way no matter who you are..... im srry