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yeah so im begining to realize that living down here is going to absolutly suck ass. the only good thing about being down here is my son other than that shit sucks. i cant even talk to lauren when i need to and i just hate being here its sooo boring and i am missing out on so much. like a party tomarrow which absolutly sucks and i get to sit down here today on my birthday and do absolutly nothing.
i hate everything right now and i just wanna die. i dont even wanna dealwith shit any more i cant stand it. yeah i know im just some spoiled kid that isnt getting his way right? well if thats what you think then fuck off casue you obviously dont know shit about me.
i dont no anymore i dont think that i will ever be truly happy again. im only 20 and i gotta start a life that i didnt wanna start till i 30 the love of my life is gonna leave when i have to move down here and i have nothing and noone after that so some one just shoot me please and end my misery......................
i hate everything right now and i just wanna die. i dont even wanna dealwith shit any more i cant stand it. yeah i know im just some spoiled kid that isnt getting his way right? well if thats what you think then fuck off casue you obviously dont know shit about me.
i dont no anymore i dont think that i will ever be truly happy again. im only 20 and i gotta start a life that i didnt wanna start till i 30 the love of my life is gonna leave when i have to move down here and i have nothing and noone after that so some one just shoot me please and end my misery......................