she makes me happy
so like lauren and i were just talken on the way home from annas house. she had asked me when i first realized that i love her and i told her that it was one night when i was walken home from her house and i just started thinken about all the good things that i had with her and that ive never felt like that in my life. i started thinken about how i feel that i can actually be myself around her and i didnt have to wear my mask like i did with every one else and she just seemed to understand me sooo well it was amazing... and then right there in the middle of my thoughts i just stoped and realized that i love her and that i was in love. every time that i went to her house or went to go and meet her i would always get those buterflies in my stomach.
any ways then she started tellin me about all the little cute things that she would do when we first started hangen out she told about she would wait by the fone and in bed for me, wear a special outfit for me, clean the room and make her bed for me, just all these things that she would do just so that i wouldnt think porlly of her... any way the point of all this is that my night has just been made and that i have got to be the absolute happiest man in the world... i love her soooo much and i couldnt be happier... i know that tonight when i go to sleep it will be a good sleep and that if i dream they will be great dreams........
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