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nothing is perfect...and at this point its really starting to hit me...im losing the things and the people ive been so used to being around...i dont know if its my hectic lifestlye thats tearing me apart...sometimes i wish i could say fuck it and drop everything to go back to the way things were before...i miss my girls i miss my boys..but it seems like im at the bottom again....im so unhappy..i dont feel complete..i love my boyfriend over all...he has my trust until i see with my own two eyes that he's fucking up...im breaking and no one is there to help me get back together...