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[none_ya]

Yeah - its been a long time since I wrote in here. I cant say that I miss the thing. I dont. Sometimes I think about posting - but really, what is talking to myself going to do for me? Theorpy some people call it - keeping a journal is theorpy and makes me feel better about me.... blah blah What a journal really is is the ability to hear

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[none_ya]

Sometimes the people that are making the comments are a bit more close to you than the "fuck it" rule. Overall, it doesnt matter, but I dont like to be sucked into someone else's drama that way. I cant control the world, I cant make people act the way that I would act...so in that case I have to say 'oh well'. I always have to try not to do the same...try to maintain that 'do unto others as you would have them do unto you' attitude and remember that what is said today can really be painful to someone tomorrow. Also to keep in mind that just because I CAN voice my oppinions and views on others around me all over the net for whomever to read - doesnt mean that I should. It also doesnt mean that I have the right to pass judgment just because no one can physically stop me from doing so. When I start to pass judgment, I remind myself that its not for me to judge - and I can only control what I do...and there are tons of things that I would not do...including: jump off a building with/without a parachute, jump out of a moving car, deep fish diving, climb a cliff...all sorts of things like that - especially the ones that include heights or really deep water... I dont like the extreme high or low...lol... reminds me of my moods...lol... seriously tho, there are a lot of things that I would not do, but people do them every day and enjoy doing it. So, when someone makes a choice that I would not make, I generally dont pass a judgment - I simply think of it as something that I would not do. But in turn, I dont talk about someone else's choices for the rest of the world to know about. Its not my business or place to do so. Its not my life to talk about or make comments on. Generally another reason I dont go on this site too often. I get irritated...lol... so, I will write to myself - and respond to friends such as you.

Granted I sound like a pompus bitch, but I'm not...I am just a bit uncomfortable with my life being on display. ya know?

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[staceyd_mofo]

you better not be talking about me referring to things in my journal, bizatch...

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[none_ya]

That was not very nice to say... :-(

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[none_ya]

Why are you reading my journal??? You havent even typed me this morning to say HI, but you are reading my journal??? mmmm now I know how I rate...lol...