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everything is eerie and dead.
10pm curfew nights are so normal. but the air gets bad and the weather isnt quite warm and suddenly you're just walking in the end times and even the fond memories of a few yrs ago are actually poison moments you remember not even enjoyuing all that much.
i unemotionally dunno what it is i'm living for anymore. i have a paper calender but i leave the old months up for a while because the days dont really matter and besides the future is small and in the corner anyway so i can see it all at a glance. it had a few red days. it'll come fast. it'll be outdated and some day i should tear off a few more sheets.
ok. tomorrow. my goal is to wake up and make plans to create things to look forward to.
10pm curfew nights are so normal. but the air gets bad and the weather isnt quite warm and suddenly you're just walking in the end times and even the fond memories of a few yrs ago are actually poison moments you remember not even enjoyuing all that much.
i unemotionally dunno what it is i'm living for anymore. i have a paper calender but i leave the old months up for a while because the days dont really matter and besides the future is small and in the corner anyway so i can see it all at a glance. it had a few red days. it'll come fast. it'll be outdated and some day i should tear off a few more sheets.
ok. tomorrow. my goal is to wake up and make plans to create things to look forward to.