three weeks
Three weeks from today is my 22nd birthday.
I'm extremely depressed about this, to the point of wanting to self-injure, because I've done nothing constructive with my life.
I could have been graduating from college this year, but I fucked that up.
My negativity, pessimism, and the fact that I'm mean affects the people I love and others around me.
I hate myself. I don't want to be like that, but I've been that way for far too long and it'll be difficult to change.
Is me being alive worth anything to anyone?
Has anyone else ever felt like this around their birthday?
I'm extremely depressed about this, to the point of wanting to self-injure, because I've done nothing constructive with my life.
I could have been graduating from college this year, but I fucked that up.
My negativity, pessimism, and the fact that I'm mean affects the people I love and others around me.
I hate myself. I don't want to be like that, but I've been that way for far too long and it'll be difficult to change.
Is me being alive worth anything to anyone?
Has anyone else ever felt like this around their birthday?