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[nonamerurouni]

everything seems so much simpler when u watch someone else's events in life transpire however when u are in it they become more important and real. Yet now i wonder do i miss her or am i missing the idea. If i dont miss her why cant i sleep at night Im now a manager at a gamestop. Its not bringing me as much joy as i wish or thought it would. Again i wonder if its because of my situation with her Im glad nick got promoted also i would feel akward about that. I doubt Jay will last much longer and im begininng to qonder about what im doing in school to the point of maybe dropping out for a bit I dont know

live love and continue to kick ass
Tyler