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time for brutally honesty. I'm feeling a bit blue. so here comes a blue entry. (I blame the music for enhancing my blue mood- Lifehouse "Somebody Elses Song."
I miss:
Listening to lifehouse during the summer before I entered high school. Talking with Emily about how we would be so happy going to the same school. Spending my afternoons sitting on the sidewalk with Candy. Kissing boys while riding empty subway carts. Playing volleyball after dark. Walking around manhattan in big combat boots with a Lora Craft outfit. The feeling of curiousity when passing an abandoned house. Singing the the dark room with Violin Boy. My Violin. The first night I encountered a winter concert at Bryant. The first time Golden and I walked home together. The rage and passion that I dealt with when he moved away, and how I stayed up all night (and nights to come after that) drawing and painting- trying to put down on paper everything he taught me about art and honesty. My Concerts with Jess, the killer Stone Sour one, the freezing Sigur Ros one, and the warm Cure one. Still being a bit unaware of what the world has to offer. Having relationship that make you feel young and new.
I miss:
Listening to lifehouse during the summer before I entered high school. Talking with Emily about how we would be so happy going to the same school. Spending my afternoons sitting on the sidewalk with Candy. Kissing boys while riding empty subway carts. Playing volleyball after dark. Walking around manhattan in big combat boots with a Lora Craft outfit. The feeling of curiousity when passing an abandoned house. Singing the the dark room with Violin Boy. My Violin. The first night I encountered a winter concert at Bryant. The first time Golden and I walked home together. The rage and passion that I dealt with when he moved away, and how I stayed up all night (and nights to come after that) drawing and painting- trying to put down on paper everything he taught me about art and honesty. My Concerts with Jess, the killer Stone Sour one, the freezing Sigur Ros one, and the warm Cure one. Still being a bit unaware of what the world has to offer. Having relationship that make you feel young and new.