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no subject title today, just inane rantings about nothing in particular. wow, i just noticed how tired i am of everything. of school, of people, of life in general. i miss sam...that stupid oakie. i haven't talked to that beyotch in 2 weeks. some best friend.
yesterday my parents gave me this stupid lecture about college and applying and financial aid and all that good stuff. well it wasn't stupid, i've just heard it a billion times. ok, that's a lie, like 7 times. i know about it already, but the fact is that it hasn't really hit me yet. i dunno, its weird. it really hasn't set in, but it really needs to. why won't it? i dunno, or do i?
me a chris are talking again. i just expected him to a little less careless. well that didn't work out like i planned. i dunno why i'm annoyed, i just am. he really doesn't care about anything that doesn't concern him. don't get me wrong, he's a nice guy, just not someone i could seemyself having a lasting freindship with. i thought we were good buddies...i guess not.
i'm goimg over mandapantalones's house this weekend to play board games with crazyboy_fido and danny. it'll be fun i guess. nothing like 6 hours of monopoly. i'm not sure if i wanna go anymore. i see myself in bed all weekend. doing absolutly nothing at all. ahhhh, that sounds nice.
we had that TAKS test thingy today. i'm perty sure that i did well. the long essay asked us why the acceptence of people was important. well that was kind of a no brainer. i went into this thing about the slaughter of native americans (i'm native american, how am i not going to bring that up?) and the segragation of african americans (i'm black too, so of course that was going in there) the palestinians and isrealies, buddhists and baptists, the marriage of gays, all that good stuff, but i realized that my essay had this hostile tone to it. i thought it was good though.
anhoo, i'm gonna take off now cause this is already long and i don't want to waste anymore of your time. or do i? ::giggles:: Laters...
no love today
yesterday my parents gave me this stupid lecture about college and applying and financial aid and all that good stuff. well it wasn't stupid, i've just heard it a billion times. ok, that's a lie, like 7 times. i know about it already, but the fact is that it hasn't really hit me yet. i dunno, its weird. it really hasn't set in, but it really needs to. why won't it? i dunno, or do i?
me a chris are talking again. i just expected him to a little less careless. well that didn't work out like i planned. i dunno why i'm annoyed, i just am. he really doesn't care about anything that doesn't concern him. don't get me wrong, he's a nice guy, just not someone i could seemyself having a lasting freindship with. i thought we were good buddies...i guess not.
i'm goimg over mandapantalones's house this weekend to play board games with crazyboy_fido and danny. it'll be fun i guess. nothing like 6 hours of monopoly. i'm not sure if i wanna go anymore. i see myself in bed all weekend. doing absolutly nothing at all. ahhhh, that sounds nice.
we had that TAKS test thingy today. i'm perty sure that i did well. the long essay asked us why the acceptence of people was important. well that was kind of a no brainer. i went into this thing about the slaughter of native americans (i'm native american, how am i not going to bring that up?) and the segragation of african americans (i'm black too, so of course that was going in there) the palestinians and isrealies, buddhists and baptists, the marriage of gays, all that good stuff, but i realized that my essay had this hostile tone to it. i thought it was good though.
anhoo, i'm gonna take off now cause this is already long and i don't want to waste anymore of your time. or do i? ::giggles:: Laters...
no love today