May 04, 2006 22:40
i am done now first year of college classes now,
and it is strange, and great and sad and wonderful.
i have so much to do, and so much to be done,
in many ways im completely not ready to leave at all,
but really im excited to see friends and home while being sort of unechanted at the idea of not seeing people around here anymore,
these feelings are a strange pair.
i feel like there are alot of things just on the brink of beginning, and being slightly cut short, but still home will be good.
i feel like time is seperate in different places, that different locations run on a different time line in some ways, and once im home im really wondering how recently last summer will feel.
but my eyes are foggy and i dont know what that means and sort of hurt so,
no more computer for now.
take care to whomever.