finally
So I was watching yet another re-run and reading Wednesday's Grounded by Lightening for what must be the twentieth time when it hit me. I finally figured out why I tend to read the same books and fics or watch the same movies and shows over and over again. And it's so simple, I feel I should put my head in the microwave in shame for not realizing it sooner.
I know I enjoy them, I know I won't be disappointed, I know the emotions I'll experience and when I can handle them or take the time to let myself feel them.
See? Pathetically simple.
But at the same time, comforting in the fact I don't think my adult ADHD is really as bad as I thought.
And why does my cat get the heating pad when I'm the one with degenerative discs in L4-L5 and L5-S1?
I know I enjoy them, I know I won't be disappointed, I know the emotions I'll experience and when I can handle them or take the time to let myself feel them.
See? Pathetically simple.
But at the same time, comforting in the fact I don't think my adult ADHD is really as bad as I thought.
And why does my cat get the heating pad when I'm the one with degenerative discs in L4-L5 and L5-S1?