Music Man
I remember every inch of you
Like Royalty.
But it was you
It has always been you
It will always be you
I still feel your name on my lips
Among other places.
Your skin.
Perfection that stretched over your bones and your blood from your head to your toes
God you’re beautiful.
I’ll never forget a single centimeter of you.
I can still recall every breath you ever took back there in front of me
I cant believe........ everything.
I cant believe
Just how naive
I’ve been.
I close my eyes and I see you once again
Lying in our borrowed bed
And your gorgeous marble skin
Hugging your every muscle
I watched you in awe every night I had you to myself.
I missed you when you so much as turned your bottomless eyes in the other direction.
Your voice grabs me even now
As I struggle to keep the memories from becoming scar tissue.
FUCK!
WHAT KIND OF SICKOPHANT LETS YOU GO?!
I yearn for the way your cashmere touch would pull me down to you
Like an arrant Westminster dog preparing for show.
Your side of the bed was always significantly warmer
And so were you
In many ways.
I know I’ll never find you again.
I still feel you if I squeeze my own arms around me tight enough
You were my pride.
And you granted it to me too.
You showed me
How.
Why.
Anything.
Everything.
Myself.
I would stand there in front of you now if I could get close enough without trembling
But I couldn’t
Not even if given the chance.
I laid beside you every night I could
And Every night has turned into tiny diamonds in my mind
Sparkling like your sea-black eyes when they’d graze over me
And you parted your perfect lips to make the smile that stopped my rapidly halting heart
And I would fall into you.
I remember everything.
I love you.
Oh God.
I do.
It’s incredible
I cannot believe I still love you, even after all this.
Music Man, I’d give anything to come home to you.
Like Royalty.
But it was you
It has always been you
It will always be you
I still feel your name on my lips
Among other places.
Your skin.
Perfection that stretched over your bones and your blood from your head to your toes
God you’re beautiful.
I’ll never forget a single centimeter of you.
I can still recall every breath you ever took back there in front of me
I cant believe........ everything.
I cant believe
Just how naive
I’ve been.
I close my eyes and I see you once again
Lying in our borrowed bed
And your gorgeous marble skin
Hugging your every muscle
I watched you in awe every night I had you to myself.
I missed you when you so much as turned your bottomless eyes in the other direction.
Your voice grabs me even now
As I struggle to keep the memories from becoming scar tissue.
FUCK!
WHAT KIND OF SICKOPHANT LETS YOU GO?!
I yearn for the way your cashmere touch would pull me down to you
Like an arrant Westminster dog preparing for show.
Your side of the bed was always significantly warmer
And so were you
In many ways.
I know I’ll never find you again.
I still feel you if I squeeze my own arms around me tight enough
You were my pride.
And you granted it to me too.
You showed me
How.
Why.
Anything.
Everything.
Myself.
I would stand there in front of you now if I could get close enough without trembling
But I couldn’t
Not even if given the chance.
I laid beside you every night I could
And Every night has turned into tiny diamonds in my mind
Sparkling like your sea-black eyes when they’d graze over me
And you parted your perfect lips to make the smile that stopped my rapidly halting heart
And I would fall into you.
I remember everything.
I love you.
Oh God.
I do.
It’s incredible
I cannot believe I still love you, even after all this.
Music Man, I’d give anything to come home to you.