Behold The World's Worst Accident...
How could I be so self depricating?
Only you could ever make me fall like this
Find myself a different faction from all of this
Would that my eyes were razors
I stare loathesome at my wrists
Knowing only you could antidote my sickness
I threw myself away when I left you
Now my life is a sad song for me to regret to
I turned from the only thing that I had
The only one to ever love me back
And I walked away
Cause I was afraid
I've no reason to speak of, there's nothing to say
No justification could ever be made
I have no excuse for the card that I played
You asked me "How could you?"
I simply dont know
Something internal said I had to go
But never said where I was going
Never warned me of being this lonely
Never told me that I had no chance to pull through
Now I'd sacrifice
My whole life
To crawl back to you
But you refuse to say a thing
Your silence drives my suffering
And I dont care that I can barely breathe
Since I snuffed out the greatest part of me
This neither changed
Nor stayed the same
It's only worse because you'll never let me fix it
And now it hurts because I know you'll never risk it
I ruined everything, and I dont know why I did it
You are my only thought
My every waking moment
Practically kill myself
But I deserve the torment
I am sorry, I regret it
I will never know why I said it
I didn't mean it
I didn't believe it
Didn't realize I was really letting you go
Reality more excruciating than you could ever know
And I would give my life to see your light, to touch your skin
I'd give up every dream I had if just to lay with you again
I will love you until there is nothing else left in this world........
Only you could ever make me fall like this
Find myself a different faction from all of this
Would that my eyes were razors
I stare loathesome at my wrists
Knowing only you could antidote my sickness
I threw myself away when I left you
Now my life is a sad song for me to regret to
I turned from the only thing that I had
The only one to ever love me back
And I walked away
Cause I was afraid
I've no reason to speak of, there's nothing to say
No justification could ever be made
I have no excuse for the card that I played
You asked me "How could you?"
I simply dont know
Something internal said I had to go
But never said where I was going
Never warned me of being this lonely
Never told me that I had no chance to pull through
Now I'd sacrifice
My whole life
To crawl back to you
But you refuse to say a thing
Your silence drives my suffering
And I dont care that I can barely breathe
Since I snuffed out the greatest part of me
This neither changed
Nor stayed the same
It's only worse because you'll never let me fix it
And now it hurts because I know you'll never risk it
I ruined everything, and I dont know why I did it
You are my only thought
My every waking moment
Practically kill myself
But I deserve the torment
I am sorry, I regret it
I will never know why I said it
I didn't mean it
I didn't believe it
Didn't realize I was really letting you go
Reality more excruciating than you could ever know
And I would give my life to see your light, to touch your skin
I'd give up every dream I had if just to lay with you again
I will love you until there is nothing else left in this world........