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Good grief, I haven’t posted anything here in ages… In any case, yeah, I’m still alive. And with most declarations that one is still breathing comes the obligatory “I can do with a change…” announcement, ergo this revival of sorts of this blog. April’s about to come and yet some of the “New Year resolutions” I’ve made for 2010 still seem unattainable at the rate I am going… Well, old habits die hard, but if I might sound like I’m throwing my hands up in the air and taking the backseat in reaching those goals, nope, that’s not the case (that first part was mostly critique at myself for doing a lousy first quarter. XD) There’s 9 months more to go. *battle cry* Well, good luck to me.
Oh yeah, also, I’ve been “busy” maintaining, personalizing and posting at my Tumblr account… Facebook’s so old lol. Visit it at screamfest.tumblr.com and give me a comment or something… Or, why not make an account so we can follow each other, even if you’d just be reblogging stuff you’d like from other Tumblr accounts hehe. Well they call it a “light blog application” and yeah, it’s just mostly photos with minimal captions and other visual whatever that you’ll find there. In my case I’m posting my own photos and sketches and other visual compositions, along with random thoughts and “creative stuff”.
Ho hum. For those who cared to read this far…A little story of my life. I’ve confessed to the one I like. Yeah. And if you think its all goody-goody and it’s a happy-ending story and she likes me back and that’s it, sorry to disappoint, no it’s not. Well actually it’s not bad, but if you’d get to know the whole story you’d probably go “Aaaaww shucks…” Haha. We’re still really good friends though and, well it’s cliché, but I’m happy with whatever makes her happy. So much for the first confession of my life. :)
But, if anything, I’m again about to tell another person that I like her… Not “that way” yet, but then I’m not so sure about that haha. One thing I realized earlier (with the first one) was that no matter how hard you tell yourself you won’t be caught unawares by love knocking at your door, you’d still be surprised, give or take. Oh if it seems as if I recovered rather fast from the first one, no, not really. I mean, that was months ago and with time, one finds out that another person catches his fancy. It’s kind of weird really, since it still feels like my feelings for the other are still there, although there’s none of that pained “Oh, how I want you…” “aftertaste” that was rather present early on. Now I feel content and resigned myself to the fact that I, at least, exist in her world. Truth be told, I feel like a doting “Kuya” of sorts. :D
Ayun na lang muna. XD
Oh yeah, also, I’ve been “busy” maintaining, personalizing and posting at my Tumblr account… Facebook’s so old lol. Visit it at screamfest.tumblr.com and give me a comment or something… Or, why not make an account so we can follow each other, even if you’d just be reblogging stuff you’d like from other Tumblr accounts hehe. Well they call it a “light blog application” and yeah, it’s just mostly photos with minimal captions and other visual whatever that you’ll find there. In my case I’m posting my own photos and sketches and other visual compositions, along with random thoughts and “creative stuff”.
Ho hum. For those who cared to read this far…A little story of my life. I’ve confessed to the one I like. Yeah. And if you think its all goody-goody and it’s a happy-ending story and she likes me back and that’s it, sorry to disappoint, no it’s not. Well actually it’s not bad, but if you’d get to know the whole story you’d probably go “Aaaaww shucks…” Haha. We’re still really good friends though and, well it’s cliché, but I’m happy with whatever makes her happy. So much for the first confession of my life. :)
But, if anything, I’m again about to tell another person that I like her… Not “that way” yet, but then I’m not so sure about that haha. One thing I realized earlier (with the first one) was that no matter how hard you tell yourself you won’t be caught unawares by love knocking at your door, you’d still be surprised, give or take. Oh if it seems as if I recovered rather fast from the first one, no, not really. I mean, that was months ago and with time, one finds out that another person catches his fancy. It’s kind of weird really, since it still feels like my feelings for the other are still there, although there’s none of that pained “Oh, how I want you…” “aftertaste” that was rather present early on. Now I feel content and resigned myself to the fact that I, at least, exist in her world. Truth be told, I feel like a doting “Kuya” of sorts. :D
Ayun na lang muna. XD