Just some thoughts...

Feb 19, 2009 19:10

1. I miss your company, even if I'm with you. Well, maybe I am a selfish man, but sometimes I want to keep you all for myself. I've never been this happy; yet i've never been this confused either. Sometimes, I just want to pull you close to me, to hug you tightly. But it seems I am not able to do it. I can't.

2.There's no telling how sad I am, how tormented my being is, without you around. I often wish I could just close my eyes and put my hand out in front of me, and feel yours. I have often wondered if humnas has always had the propensity to feel this amount of pain and sadness, but then I realize, those who conquer this are those who get strong. I will get strong. I hope you do too.

3. You've probably been the most unusual person I have met in my life. Sometimes I wish you were different, but who would you be then? I am happy you're here.

4. Sometimes it pains me why I should feel disdain towards you; I don't want to. I don't like it. I want to tell what's wrong, I want to tell I get angry, but how do I do it? Salt can be covered with sugar, but it'll still be salty.

5. I've often wondered how people like you survive. You look strong to most people, some even admire you for it, but why do I feel you are ashamed of yourself? Sometimes you appear to be helpless; and you are very lucky, for you have friends who come at your bidding. Some of them are always even by your side, but must you always lapse into such a despicable state? Face your fears. Be truer to yourself. You are a great person, and you're destined to only become better. Don't wait for the devil of self doubt to take root in your heart.

6. I don't get it why you must be so thick. I guess you do need some explaining to, but remember that people have different levels of patience. I thought what differentiated humans from other animals is their consciousness, and the ability to acquire and use knowledge. Be a human, boy.

7. You are irritating. Most people wish you'd just get lost and never come back. Sometimes, I wish so to. Well, we all disappear of some sort. Your time's just sooner than others.

8. Come on. You can do better than that. Be sensitive; you actually are, but currently in a different spectrum. You've always mentioned how you pity some people; well it could work otherwise too you know.

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