Sep 18, 2006 09:43
So I haven't posted anything in this thing for awhile, so I thought it was about time I did. A lot of things have happened. I moved to Florida, gained a family and lost a friend. I don't regret a single thing that has happened to me in the past four months. Maybe before that there are things I regret, but thats a different story. I thought that maybe I hated her or that I should hold something against her but I can't bring myself to do it. I know that for as long as I live, there are only two people in this world who know me as well as I know myself. I don't have either of them anymore. Well... I have one as a friend now, but its not the same. I've fallen out of touch with my head. I don't know if its because I'm sick, or because I don't have a steady job yet. I just can't think straight anymore. Amazingly enough, a few friends called me over the weekend I hadn't seen or talked to in a while. It made me feel really good. This weekend was the best that I had had in a while, even though I have the flu!! I do have a job, but I won't be working that often or for that much. I also hate school.