Dec 31, 2005 09:49
I know I'm almost a week late updating this!
I had a great Christmas, seeming how I don't even celebrate it. I got an awesome pair of shoes! Money! And many other joyous things. Billy got me Yellow Submarine, Arsenic and Old Lace, ATHF Season 4, and The Beatles Anthology Book!!!!!!!!!! O_O I was like "WHA?!?!" Plus I ate tons of food, which is always good.
Tonight I get even more presents celebrating New Years with my mom. She bought 6 pounds of shrimp! ^_^ My mom is awesome.
ON another note. I'm not trying to be mean. I'm more venting at this matter. I've realized and so have you all that we don't talk or hang out like we used to. I talked to a friend of mine last night about how I feel I'm never invited to things and all that stuff, they just made me realize I just always seem busy, and that it has nothing to do with not wanting me to be there.
On that note I want to thank Amy. Yes Amy! She called me the other day because she didn't have to work. I'm pretty sure she already knew I had to work, because I always do, but she called anyway. She asked me what I was doing. I felt so happy that she wanted to hang out with me. Lately I feel like no one wants to hang out with me, because I'm too busy, they're too busy hang out with their other friends, or boyfriends, or just because they hate me. I don't really care what is true and what is not true; but I need to say this, I'm sick of always feeling like I have no friends. I'm sick of feeling like I'm just here for you to vent to or get advice from. You can ask Billy if you want, but I swear about 2 or 3 times a week I tell him all I have is him, Jenni, and Trapper. Another reason I hang out with Billy on ALL my days off is because no one else will do stuff with me, plus he's my boyfriend ^_^.
This is not directed at any particular person. It is directed at you all. If any of you are my friend and ever have anytime to just im me, email me, call me, or even just stop by and visit me at work, I would be grateful. You all know I would to. If you don't want to be my friend. Whatever. Thats fine. Getting and losing friends is a natural part of life. People change....
SO DO TOPICS! Well I'm going to go make Billy's New Year's gift maybe... bathe, play a game or two, and go see Kels! HAPPY NEW YEAR!