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I'm tired of being down and depressed all the time.
I'm tired of pointless, selfish waiting.
I tell myself that things have to be different. I tell myself that I'm too good for prescriptions, that they are completely unnecessary.
I tell myself that what's on the inside is more powerful than anything that you can see or touch.
And yet I still wait for change to come along from the outside.
It's stupid, pointless, and very selfish for me to relinquish myself of the responsibility of managing my own emotions.
I've wasted so much time... years... and I have nothing to show for it because there was never any hope of gaining anything from letting myself be upset and depressed.
I don't want to look back at the end of my life and have the same regrets that I have now.
Change can only come from within- and it's long overdue that I accept that.
Thanks for listening.
I'm tired of pointless, selfish waiting.
I tell myself that things have to be different. I tell myself that I'm too good for prescriptions, that they are completely unnecessary.
I tell myself that what's on the inside is more powerful than anything that you can see or touch.
And yet I still wait for change to come along from the outside.
It's stupid, pointless, and very selfish for me to relinquish myself of the responsibility of managing my own emotions.
I've wasted so much time... years... and I have nothing to show for it because there was never any hope of gaining anything from letting myself be upset and depressed.
I don't want to look back at the end of my life and have the same regrets that I have now.
Change can only come from within- and it's long overdue that I accept that.
Thanks for listening.