Oct 23, 2005 03:47
The last part:
I've been thinking:
I) Hostility is bred from both unfocused hate and unreconciled love.
II) Some things can never be said, no matter what the circumstances.
III) Occasionally - a hole is dug specifically for the digger to become trapped within it.
IV) Some things can only become accomplished at the risk of everything that you hold dear.
V) Sometimes your only choice is to say too much - to be caught - and to face the consequences.
VI) Sometimes it's worth risking everything - rather than to wait and be consumed by whatever comes before you.
VII) Sometimes a situation must remain hopeless - otherwise the truth can completely destroy you.
VIII) Sometimes you have to be willing to risk EVERYTHING in exchange for just one tiny chance.
IX) Sometimes it's just hopeless, and you either accept it (which is the rational choice,) or resist it.
X) Sometimes you just have to say "fuck you" to every reasonable thought that enters into your mind, and toss it all to the wind for the fleeting chance that presents itself to you.
XI) Sometimes you just have to wait and hope beyond all reason. And you have to cross your fingers and pray to gods that you don't even believe in for just a tiny hope - a tiny indication - anything.
XII) You can always be a better person - you can always strive for that.
XIII) The barriers that you've spent years constructing for yourself are very stable... it takes effort, but don't give up.
XIV) Sometimes all the facts say that it's hopeless, but 'never' doesn't exist.
XV) It's only too late when you completely give up.
XVI) There is always hope, no matter what.