Today
Let's review, I'm being overly rediculous today. Well, more so this evening, I'm being a misserable ungreatfull bitch. Things have been building up for a little, but I've been oblivious to that, happily distracted. Oblivious to the fact that I have friends who I haven't talked to in a few weeks who I know no longer care if I'm having a bad day, or am bored and want to hang out. And who am I to ask for that? No one. But it is nice to know people care...
That's me being greedy right now. Because I have people that care, some who really care and spend a night trying to cheer me up even when I'm being impossible, and will hug me and say everything is going to be fine. But I have no clue how to express that gratitude to them, because I've never been good at that. I try to as much as I can but then there are times that I don't feel like I have, or that once I finally do, I need to do it again for something stupid I have done again.
But other than today sucking big time the past few weeks have been completely astounding. It's hard to think of a time that I've been this happy because of someone else. How many people can you spend every night for over a week with until all hours doing nothing, and it meaning something? K, now I sound cheezy..... Bed work in the a.m.