Still procratinating
Ok, I lyed, I really can't get motivated to start this. I just really want someone to talk to and no one really can. There's so much on my mind, and there's so much I'm confused and frustrated with. I have a feeling that the next two months aren't going to be easy for some reason. A few things are in them that might just suck and that's not something I really want.
My birthday is also one of those things that I'm not really looking forward to. I guess I'm more so just looking forward to being 18. The whole birthday thing always ends up not being that amazing for me. I mean last year was fun because I was in Germany. But it wasn't anything that exciting. I guess it's just that people kind of expect birthdays to be so great and fun, and then when they come up it's really nothing. And that's kind of where I'm at right now. I can't wait till I'm 18.
I really need something to distract my thought from where it's at, because where it's at isn't a great place.........