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Musings [Closed to Jax: NSFW]

Jan 24, 2009 18:30

After her early dinner with Michael, Lana had said goodbye to him in the lobby, thinking they'd better not tempt fate and not sure if Jax might be waiting for her upstairs ( Read more... )

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son_ofanarchy January 24 2009, 23:39:56 UTC

He'd gone to work this morning. Jax wasn't one to blow off his responsibilities, no matter what someone might say, so that's what he done, and about noon, he'd stopped feeling like warmed over shit.

So by the time he got done working and took a shower, he was feeling pretty good. Well, as good as he could considering, anyway. He was wearing a t-shirt, jeans and a small smile as he knocked on Lana's door.

nomoreinnocence January 24 2009, 23:42:16 UTC

Lana took a deep breath before she opened the door, not sure what would happen tonight. "Jax, hey," she said softly, searching his face to see what she could find there.

son_ofanarchy January 24 2009, 23:43:36 UTC

What she got was a slightly bashful look through his lashes at her, with that same smile. "Hey. Do you mind if I come in?"

nomoreinnocence January 24 2009, 23:44:47 UTC

Lana shook her head. "Not at all," she said stepping back to let him in.

Wary, but hopeful.

son_ofanarchy January 24 2009, 23:46:52 UTC

Jax looked around again, hands in his pockets, before he turned to face her. "I'm sorry. About last night. That wasn't right, what I did. I'm sorry."

nomoreinnocence January 24 2009, 23:47:53 UTC

"What part?" she asked quietly, arms wrapped protectively around herself.

son_ofanarchy January 24 2009, 23:49:10 UTC

Heh. Good question. Jax looked at his feet. "All of it. Well, most of it." Taking a careful step forward, he cocked his head at her. "Did I hurt you?"

nomoreinnocence January 24 2009, 23:52:10 UTC

Lana shrugged. "I'm okay. Some bruises, I guess."

She was surprised at how nervous she was - not that he'd hurt her, he hadn't forced her or deliberately hurt her, but just that not knowing, not understanding what had happened or why or if it changed anything.

son_ofanarchy January 24 2009, 23:54:19 UTC

Shit. Jax sighed out, hand through his hair. "Lana, I'm sorry." And he thumbed toward the door. "Do you want me to go?"

Kinda figured didn't it-- all he gave up, to fuck this up. Yeah. It kind of figured.

nomoreinnocence January 24 2009, 23:55:54 UTC

She shook her head. "No, I'm fine. Really. You didn't hurt me, god, you know how turned on I was. I'm just... confused."

"But I don't want you to go."

son_ofanarchy January 24 2009, 23:57:31 UTC

"You were turned on," he had to admit, tilting his chin down to catch her eye. "Do you like it like that? A little rough?"

The confused stuff could wait.

nomoreinnocence January 24 2009, 23:58:53 UTC

"I don't know," Lana admitted. "I never thought I did, would. But last night..."

She shook her head. "I'm so far outside my element with you."

son_ofanarchy January 25 2009, 00:00:54 UTC

"Is that a bad thing?" Another step closer, Jax's hand coming to rest on her hip.

nomoreinnocence January 25 2009, 00:01:43 UTC

She swallowed hard, then shook her head. "No. I don't think it is."

son_ofanarchy January 25 2009, 00:06:55 UTC

"Come on." He took her hand, pulling her toward the sofa, so he could sit, tucking her close, his forehead against her temple. "You're not like anybody I've ever met either, you know."

nomoreinnocence January 25 2009, 00:08:56 UTC

She curled into him, wanting his warmth and comfort. "I'm not?" she whispered.

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