yeah
yeah dude right now at this very moment i am freakin pissed as hell. A whole lot of shit about what i thought was fate has just been questioned by certain ppl and now im thinking that i need to prove it to them but im so fucking pissed dude. things were so freakin great then all of a sudden it went to shit becasue of what ppl said who tried butting into my fuckin business. Now i dont know how to act what to say where to go or anything. Other than taht, which i know my life shouldnt circle around, school has been going great and i wont let anything come between me and my future. certain things that i thought were deffinate turn out that they just may not be. But my school work and future no one can say shit about. I am just going to concentrate on that very strongly for right now. Everything else can just work its self out or whatever, sometimes ppl do need to put in a little effort though, just a little because i cant do all the work myself especially if it doesnt come from my direction. yep talkin straight to you. So to anyone who says anything negative about me my abilities or me as a person fuck you and i guess you just might win. Its not up to me though. Its up to the one who should be asking whats wrong when they know damnwell that something is not at all normal. Till then im out i got class in the morning pz.