It's all fun and games....

Sep 03, 2005 16:46

Sometimes I hate them. But most times I just envy them. I got a glimpse of thier charmed lives, the danger, the fighting, the drama. They'll never know what it's like to be worth nothing at all. To be average, and chubby...and short. It's not like I don't know those things, I know. I knew I could never fit in with Buffy and her friends, or Cordelia, or anyone really. But then there was Warren and Andrew, and I felt like I had friends. Sure we disagree on some things, and I always thought maybe there was something wierd bettween the two of them, but we like the same things. Even better, we were important. Yeah we were, we had a secret lair, and invisibility ray, yeah, bet none of Buffy's friends ever had an invisibility ray.

But it's like they say, it's all fun and games till somebody gets hurt. Or dead. And that's just what happened. First Warren's ex girlfriend, Katrina, and now even worse, Buffy. I never wanted Buffy to get hurt. I mean geeze, I even liked her senior year....she saved everybody's lives a bunch in highschool and stuff. Things are spinning out of control and it's so bad and what's worse is that I don't think Warren and Andrew care. We were so wrong, we've been wrong since the beggining and I was too stupid to see it. Maybe everyone in highschool was right, maybe I am just a short idiot.

And maybe I can make it right. I really doubt it, but maybe there's something I can do, anything I can do to try and set things straight. Maybe I can't help Buffy, or bring Katrina back, but if there's something I can do, they'll know what it is. That's why I'm risking my neck...and pretty much everything else here, showing up at Buffy's house. Because if I can't do something, then what's the point?

((open to anyone at the Summers' house))
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