Jan 31, 2005 00:55
I love sitting here, alone in my room with only the warm glow of my drapped room lights, listening to music; letting the sound engulf me and take a hold of me. The playlist, on shuffle, seems to know exactally what song to play. Its playing the soundtrack to how I feel right now. Is it possible that there is soundtrack to your life? Music is a very powerful drug. It changes everything. Movies are improved drastically with music. Sitting here now, listening to "Hear you me" and "23" by Jimmy Eat World, "Wish You Were Here" and "comfortably numb" by Pink Floyd, I think of how with everysong I'm able to express so freely the emotion that that particular song made me feel.
I must say... with all the shit that has been going on, I have finally been happy about alot of things. School is going wonderfully. Absolutly wonderful. Amy and I are looking at houses so we can rent one for next year. I love looking at houses. I have decided that I am going to stop looking for someone, I'm just gunna see if someone can find me. Things like that only happen when you least expect it.
Okay so this is random but I love irony! I love when people. who think they have high priority, do something subtle but stupid and it just proves that they are weak and hypocritical! Wow I think that is enough of my really really honest babble! Goodnight.